Day 2

Today was reasonably uneventful...Ashley and I went to Target, and got diapers, shopped a little..it's nice to have someone in the family that is close by, and normal.  I feel so alone down here sometimes. I love it and hate her here...I don't really want to go back, I just wish I could have the same feeling of "home" here.  I wish I didn't feel so alone.  I hate that my kids aren't going to be going to Cuba school too...I know it wasn't like the BEST school ever, but it was MY school, that I went to my ENTIRE life.  I guess I miss the familiarity.  I suppose I should just be grateful to have a pretty roof over my head, and a happy, healthy family under it.  I do appreciate everything I have...I just miss what I had somtimes.
Ok, enough of being depressed! Tomorrow is the Strawberry festival and parade...I'm so excited to take the boys.  Noah will have a ton of fun.  Jax I'm not so sure about.  I spent all afternoon cleaning the house, and I STILL have 2 loads of laundry to put up before tomorrow afternoon.  I don't think I'm EVER going to get this house clean.  I guess that's what happens when you have 2 little ones!!  I love every minute of these two boys though!  I really need to get Jaxuns party invitations out soon.  His party is in less than a month, geez, I'm a slacker. I just know it's going to take me forever to put them all together.  Maybe I should start on that tonight.  Not like my husband is going to get off his game to speak to me...why not right??  I could hang up those clothes, buuuut...I'm not.  I guess I will get my butt off of here and get something done :)