Today was reasonably uneventful...Ashley and I went to Target, and got diapers, shopped a little..it's nice to have someone in the family that is close by, and normal. I feel so alone down here sometimes. I love it and hate her here...I don't really want to go back, I just wish I could have the same feeling of "home" here. I wish I didn't feel so alone. I hate that my kids aren't going to be going to Cuba school too...I know it wasn't like the BEST school ever, but it was MY school, that I went to my ENTIRE life. I guess I miss the familiarity. I suppose I should just be grateful to have a pretty roof over my head, and a happy, healthy family under it. I do appreciate everything I have...I just miss what I had somtimes.
Ok, enough of being depressed! Tomorrow is the Strawberry festival and parade...I'm so excited to take the boys. Noah will have a ton of fun. Jax I'm not so sure about. I spent all afternoon cleaning the house, and I STILL have 2 loads of laundry to put up before tomorrow afternoon. I don't think I'm EVER going to get this house clean. I guess that's what happens when you have 2 little ones!! I love every minute of these two boys though! I really need to get Jaxuns party invitations out soon. His party is in less than a month, geez, I'm a slacker. I just know it's going to take me forever to put them all together. Maybe I should start on that tonight. Not like my husband is going to get off his game to speak to me...why not right?? I could hang up those clothes, buuuut...I'm not. I guess I will get my butt off of here and get something done :)
Friday, April 9, 2010
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Ok, so I'm just starting out on this...and I'm totally copying off my bestie Linn, but I decided to try it out...maybe it will help me sort out my thoughts, clear my head, and get a few angry thoughts out of my head.
Sooo, today was eventful, Jared had to go to the doc, he had been struggling with a reaction to this medicine that he was prescribed. Noah did GREAT in therapy today, he ACTUALLY at applesauce for the first time in years. I was so proud!! Ashley and I start our detox tomorrow...which should be interesting...I'm a bit nervous, but I know I can do it if I put my mind to it. I've been needing to start eating healthy for a while now..with all the stomach aches this lil momma has, it's well over due.
I got to tan today, Yay!! BUT, it was so hot in there! Some girl had turned off the Air...really?? I mean, we're in SOUTH Louisiana, it's 80 outside, and you're going to turn off the air in a TANNING BED?? Geez...some people have no sense!
Jax is growing way too fast, he's so cute though...his red curly hair..I'm so deathly afraid of my children growing up so fast. I don't want to lose a moment of time with them..I can't believe how grown up they are already..I hate that my mom misses so much of this time with them. I want to go back to visit soon. I never thought I would miss Cuba so much. I don't want to move back, just visit. Sometimes I wish I were closer, but I just don't know how it would be if I were actually living there again.
Wow...so I realized maybe I do have a lot to say...I have bits and pieces of things on my mind, I'll write more tomorrow...tonight I want to decorate this blog for only me to see lol...because I doubt anyone will actually read it :)
Sooo, today was eventful, Jared had to go to the doc, he had been struggling with a reaction to this medicine that he was prescribed. Noah did GREAT in therapy today, he ACTUALLY at applesauce for the first time in years. I was so proud!! Ashley and I start our detox tomorrow...which should be interesting...I'm a bit nervous, but I know I can do it if I put my mind to it. I've been needing to start eating healthy for a while now..with all the stomach aches this lil momma has, it's well over due.
I got to tan today, Yay!! BUT, it was so hot in there! Some girl had turned off the Air...really?? I mean, we're in SOUTH Louisiana, it's 80 outside, and you're going to turn off the air in a TANNING BED?? Geez...some people have no sense!
Jax is growing way too fast, he's so cute though...his red curly hair..I'm so deathly afraid of my children growing up so fast. I don't want to lose a moment of time with them..I can't believe how grown up they are already..I hate that my mom misses so much of this time with them. I want to go back to visit soon. I never thought I would miss Cuba so much. I don't want to move back, just visit. Sometimes I wish I were closer, but I just don't know how it would be if I were actually living there again.
Wow...so I realized maybe I do have a lot to say...I have bits and pieces of things on my mind, I'll write more tomorrow...tonight I want to decorate this blog for only me to see lol...because I doubt anyone will actually read it :)
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